They will always see privilege when they look at her
Somehow her reality is lost in a lie
One that doesn't let her cry
I mean why else would she lie in bed, gun in hand, blades in mind.
Yet Christ already died so she can't no matter how hard she tries or the number of knots around her neck she ties
The cost of yes
Drowning in fears
Voices intense
Yet, Jesus is near?
No one else seems to hear the wailing child in her ear, they claim it's all in her head
Get some help!!!
The doctors gave pills; the pastor gave passages
Yet my life passes like a leaf on a stream with no ripple effect
I speak but I'm not heard
Tears trickling like the blood from Jesus's wounds on Calvary, yet unseen
Cursed is the man that hangeth on a tree?
To be like Jesus do I just hang me
Body swinging like a chandelier as a eulogy to those lost in the battles in our head
as an act of rebellion for lost tears,as an act of bravery and proof of no regret
As a message to my mother "jokes on you, I wasn't kidding when I spoke about death", it wasn't attention-seeking on my end
As proof that freedom lies only in death
As a piece of art that even Picasso couldn't contend
Created to impress
Signature cuts on her tights; iron crest on her neck
(Blood's ink emptied the demons finally let her rest)
As 1 in every 40 seconds whom suicides sweep from the earth
The Conflicted Writer
This is DEEP
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ReplyDeleteThis speaks so much truth
ReplyDeleteThis is a truth that most people don't want to hear or see
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